I will, I swear

Is this real?
I don't even know..
how did these 10 months pass by?

..still too much to be said, to be felt, .. to be lived.
I just can't ..

And I wish we just ..


Already missing everything. Time flies.

When I see your face 

When I hear your voice 

It seems like the world 

Stops spinning round 

Your embrace 

I finally found 

Peace in my mind 

Long days, short nights 

Heart rate, sky high 

Time flies 

Come to me 

You know what to do 

You say the things 

That I wanted to hear 

But I'm not sure 

If you are what i need 

Long days, short nights 

Heart rate, sky high 

Time flies 

Can you hear that sound? 

It's the sound of my heart 

And it's beating just for you 

Hope you feel it too.

Som to Ja

Dnes mám chuť písať v miľúbenej slovenčine! Len tak ... že som štastná. Aj všetci okolo mňa :-) A neprší konečne ale krásne je slnečno. Radosť žiť! A stále nechápem a nevládzem akosi spracovať že takto o dva týždne už budem v Štockholme s famíljou?! :) To sa snáď ani nedá, aby tých 10 mesiacov prešlo takto rýchlo.. Ale že mi to tu bude chýbať. A neskutočne mám toho veľa na mysli, v hlave a spisujem si všetko do Moleskinu. 

Alicka je happeh a tak veľmi sa z toho teším! A bude v Leviciach cez leto, aj Mirka. El Mundo bude mať pravidelnú návštevu, hehe. A Siska ide na internship do Španielska za čavkom. Life 8000 a neskutočnú radosť mám že si našla soulmate a že takto môžu byť spolu celé leto. A ideme spolu s Mimi a Johnnym a Siskou na bytík v Pražke! Bude life nenormálny juj! Excited som z toho už len keď na to pomyslím. Božeeeee YES :-)) juuj. 

A musím dopísať ešte esej na development class a zopakovať témy na švédčinu a v stredu budem done! A vo štvrtok Gothenburg na 2 dnii! Svätá vec ohh! Toľko je toho čo chcem ešte stihnúť a urobiť a vidieť. 2 týždne sú málo .. 

A neviem, ale zase si dávam dokopy niektoré veci a prečo je všetko ako je ... a som simply GRATEFUL. Keď si uvedomím, že God nám každému pripravil presne všetko tak, aby sme rástli a učili sa. Challenges vo všetkom. Ale len pre naše dobro. Každý z nás má nachystanú vlastnú cestu a všetko sa deje ako sa má. A to je na tom to najkrajšie. Že žiadna skratka neexistuje. A všetko má svoj čas... A neskutočne veľmi som vďačná ... že som presne kde momentálne som, že všetko v mojom živote je ako je. Že life is wonderful. Len niekedy to spoza zbytočné slzy nevidíme. A po kratučkom období zase mierneho seba-ľutovania a prílišného dreamingovania som to stopla. Načo? :) Načo sa trápiť a riešiť. God knows what he is doing ... Stretneme koho stretnúť máme a ak sa niečo má stať tak sa stane. A nechať sa ovládať chvíľkovými emóciami je hlúposť. A možno niekedy aj potrebujeme niekoho kto nám to pripomenie. (Patricia<3) 

A mám strašnú chuť na druhej strane už ísť domov a začať sa venovať rodinke. Budú changes veľké, nech sa tešia na tieto 4 mesiace hehe. A dúfam že veľa času sa podarí byť aj na Liptove. V lesoch. Ticho a pokoj. Nature. Peace. A moja zmena tiež bude. Kayla je pripravená a ja cítim a viem že tentokrát už to dotiahnem. Keď observujem ako moje telo negatívne reaguje na crap ktorý si občas dám(!) tak ako dikičko, ale stačilo. A chcem začať s jógou a viac čítať. Všetko. Explorovať. Be in constant process of creating myself. A hlavne si uvedomiť že "všetko zlé je na niečo dobré.";) 

A milujem prechádzať sa v Ryd foreste. A hlavne keď je prázdno ako dnes večer ... a zapadá slnko. A vôňa lesa je to najdokonalejšie čo existuje... A z pôvodne plánovanej pol hodinky som to potiahla na hodku aj štvrť. A veru že neľutujem. Ani zablatené najky. Nič. :-) 

Aaaa je ešte asi milión ďalších vecí, čo by som sem chcela napísať, no stačilo. Veď už zaspávam za obrazovkou,heh. A milujem Rumího.

“Observe the wonders as they occur around You. 

Don't claim them. Feel the artistry moving through and be Silent.” 

 ~Rumi

“Everything in the universe is within you. 

Ask all from yourself.” 

~Rumi

      

do očí chcem si riecť vždy ... som to Ja. 

cudzí aj známi, no jedna z týchto tvári ..je Moja. 

<3 

See How

COASTS 

Just cannot get over how incredibly good these guys from Bristol are. 

Pure   a d d i c t i o n. 

See how the rain washed away
oh how
the colors fade 


you broke my heart a thousand times
 or more
.

Something about you was different

oh God, can these two girls get any better? Cause their music is close to PERFECTION. Cannot get enough, every single song is just p r e c i o u s! 
I soooo remember when they performed this one at HG in Linkoping. Fell in love right awaaay and now, finally!,  came the day when the official version is up! <3 shivveeeeerss ...

the time would pass without a trace

watch the sunset on your face 

making love as morning comes

whisper something warm

wanting more and more and more

..

Don't say it's over, don't say ... 

I still feel your kisses burn with peppermint

Something about you was different

There was something in your touch that felt different

Don't say it's over, don't say it's over

I still feel your kisses burn with a peppermint

<3 

All the different places you know

Beautiful past days

Sun in my eyes

Wind in my hair

Love on my mind and in my heart

Endless walks and runs in sunset

Music as my best companion

So much peace and calmness all around 

 <3 

gonna miss you, Sweden ... 

wherever you go

all the different places you know 

I want you to sigh,

it's alright

i wanted to keep you close

make you mine 

<3 

Into Dust

Enough is enough. A couple of bad days is something I will, I guess, always need. I would not feel "me" if I was to be all the time just happy, heh. But who would? And who doesn't have harder days too? Nothing wrong with that.

Just cannot allow myself to get too overwhelmed by it,..to forget of the countless number of things I should be grateful for. I have way more than most of the people could even imagine. Just need to reflect upon it once a while to not forget to remember that. 

The afternoon sun warmed my room and my emotions, too! heh :) And this is what I have stumbled upon! 

This incredibly BEAUTIFUL girl named Essena, from Australia! I have been actually following her on Instagram for quite a while and always loved her posts. And since I remember that she posts a wonderful pics, messages and has her own blog, I knew immediately where to look for for inspiration I have desired today! Even though she is just of an age of 17, she looks and behaves definitely more mature. I love how kind and sweet she is. Such a burst of life and joy and love from all her photos! I could praise her forever. 

<3 SUCH AN INSPIRATION! check her out here. :))

She is turning vegan right now, she lives in PARADISE (AUSTRALIAAA!!) and she nourishes her body with good food and exercise! Beautiful and absolutely inspiring! <3 THANK YOU!

(first photo from her website, second one from her Instagram)

And thanks to her I have also found The Universe ;)

Signed up for The Notes from the Universe.. I am happy to start receiving these from Monday on! There is never enough of the inspiration :)

Finally, the song I have known for EVER, but is one of THE ones I always turn to, let's say after reflecting back on the stuff that has made me sad. 

But then ..i am just letting go ... :) 

So peaceful! <3 

Heartstrings

the last month in Sweden.

swedish driving me crazyyy -> exam soon! 

Valborg barbeque and fireworks! 

plans plans plans

Gothenburg is a MUST see before I leave! 

Hillsong,,ohh!!

Evening/Night walks to breathe it ll out. 

Thinking way too much.

<3 <3 

just think what it might be like, to live like that every night.. 

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Should have seen it coming

Where the heart meets head it breaks in two
now i waste my time waiting for you 

I should have seen it coming 
but i didn't try
another mistake
now we are on our own.

and you are just too far away... 





[Only you 

I choose among the entire world.

Is it fair of you 

letting me be unhappy?] 

                               - Rumi  

A sky full of stars

My inactivity is incredible, haha I do not know if someone can get worse than this! But oh well! 

In summary, April has been a reaaaally good month ! 

• picked my topic of Bachelor's Thesis! EU Development Cooperation with Africa it is & I am actually pretty excited about it:)))
• finished my class on Contemporary European Governance, it has been quite fun and I have enjoyed working in seminar-groups! 
• Finished my online course on Sustainable Development
• started a new online course on Total Leadership (will see if I like it enough to keep up!) 
• Had a healthy fika with my swedish girl-classmates Lisa and Pri. Gone for the walk in Ryd forest and then each of us brought some food! 
• A couple of corridor fikas with mates! 
• amazing dinner (with beer,muah) with my beloved swedish - Claudia, Marcus, Johan! :) 
• church-going with Claudi ^-^ 
• hanging out in corridor with Anna and Tibs quite a looot! love 'em! :-)) 
• Fika with my Sust.Develop. classmate Amanda! 
• Veggie-burgers spontaneous dinner with Anna & Tiibs! 
• UMU event downtown - worshipping, fika, sandwiches, talks, games! FUN time :) 
• Easter brunch at Eri's corridor! soooo good :) tons of food! yummmm
• My 21st-Birthday Fika with beloved friends! Great time :-))
• Stockholm day-trip with Claudi! + one special meeting! 
• Family coming in exactly one month! gonna visit Stockholm! 

Cannot believe how the time flies when you have fun! In one month I will be packing home already.. sounds sooo weird! After 9 months of my life here..We will see what May is going to bring! I would not even realize how much I have done during April if I did not write it down to my planner! Quite many things and I must say it was FUN! :) 

My 21st B-Day celebration was very nice, we prepared tons of food and snacks and beverages and enjoyed the conversations, board game, took some photos, just chilled and had good time! So grateful to have these incredible people around me! 

And Sunday was spent in Stockholm with my lovely girl Claudia! Except our 'great' start (leaving the sunglasses and iPhone in bus-luckily found both!) all day way incredible! We went to the King's Garden for a morning breakfast and then we headed to Hillsong Church which was absolutely AWESOME!! I am sooo happy I got to go there and see how it works there! It was just beautiful ^-^ 

After church we walked a bit and then we were sitting and talking at the "port" kinda and after that we headed to a delicious lunch (pastaa!) to Vapiano. Claudi then had to take train back home and I was staying until later evening with someone special! <3 Had a great walk along the river, then drink, lots of talking and at the end walk through the bridge with amazing view of the Stockholm! One of the best day I have had during my stay here in Sweden. So happy... ^-^ 

in your eyes I see and feel it all... <3 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60TJbl-7P0E) 

Love this girl so much!! <3 

cannot get enough of this city of DREAMS. 

I am going to give you my heart

I don't care, go on and tear me apart

And I don't care if you do...

Cause in the sky full of stars

I think I see you ... 

<3 

Leave a mark

I have woken up extra motivated today. About pretty much everything, from working & eating healthy, to being more persistent and involved into educating myself :-) So I was exploring! 

Firstly, I have found this great online web site BookBoon. It is actually a Danish company which, since 2005 as first in the world, began publishing eBooks (mainly for business-oriented students) for FREE! They are right now the fastest growing Ebook publisher online and still growing! I have already downloaded a couple of their motivational eBooks, e.g.Thinking Skills, Goal Setting for Success or Successful Time Management! :) 

Secondly <3 

#nowordsneeded #nosleeptonight #obsessedwithmusic

Thirdly, I have been a good girl today. I managed to eat so healthy & well! 

Morning as usually, yogurt with oats, chia seeds, cacao, cinnamon, cocos, banana&blueberries. Lunch was salad with salmon, half of orange, egg & avocado, plus yogurt-curry topping. Dinner was tofu with carrot, egg, zucchini and avocado plus two knäckebrots with a Rondelle spread. And since we were supposed to have fika today with the corridor mates, I bought chocolate muffins. But at the end only three of us could manage to come :-D And I said no-no to muffin and instead made the same banana-orange-yogurt smoothie as on Friday. Delicious & a waaay healthier. I left the muffins in kitchen for the guys so they can have nice breakfast tomorrow (like i said-i am such a good girl!:D) And of course, I worked out today too. 2km power-walking, 4km run, 2km power walking. It was incredibly beautiful & warm outside so it felt great to be out on the air! :)) I did not want to push it too much with running,since i was running on Saturday as well. Rather slowly begin to gain form and condition then to give up after 3 days! Tomorrow strength training-arms,back,core&abs and walking only, legs need rest too:-)

Moreover, yesterday afternoon we had birthday-fika at my friend Daniela's place! She was celebrating her 23 B.D. and we had looots of cakes and pasta later on. It was very nice & we all enjoyed! #finallysociallife

And lastly, the Artist of the day ;) 

Hydrogen Sea 

This dreamy-duo consists of a multi-instrumentalist PJ Seaux & a singer Birsen Uçar. Their EP is out just in a couple of hours, but on Soundcloud it is available to listen already! 

Will you leave a mark 

at the end of days? 

<3 

Round and round we just keep going

Sunny sunny and pretty day todaaay! 
I went for a run today after 3(!) days, thinking I would barely make like 5 km. Cause usually if I do not train with a max pause of one day, I am becoming more and more lazy and then it goes sloooowly. But today I decided to go for a run to Ryd Forest, where I just went once for a walk to explore, but usually I was just having run up till Malmslatt or down from Ryd to one really nice part of the town with lots of houses. I guess I was just like "ashamed" to go Ryd forest because of many people who go there... But then I was like - who cares? Everyone goes there for him/herself, to train or just to have a nice power walk. So I grabbed my stuff & just went. And I am not regretting a second of it. It has been sooo nice! It makes such a difference when you run in the forest, without cars or whatever, just nature! And not even that many people as I expected were there. ^-^ Happy Nisa. 
I did not do my fastest run, BUT I did the longest one today! Yupiii. When is the time when I could barely run for 15minuts and I was out of breath?:P haha nooppee. Today 8,47 km whooop! :D #evenslowprogressisprogress! And I got lost again while running, so I had to use the google maps to navigate me back :-DD haha I am retarded. Anyways, SOOO happy with my progress! ^-^ 

Right now I am sitting in the Key-building at the Uni.(yep, Friday at almost 5pm:D) Studying swedish & letting sun warm me here next to window! ^-^ I made a really good banana-orange smoothie for some energy before I left so now I am ready to work hard! 

Aaand I have signed up for a 30-day green smoothie challenge at the Simple Green Smoothies. It starts on the 1st of April and I am really excited! Every day incorporating green smoothie & keeping it healthy all the time with clean eating + exercise? Hell Yes. 

Moreover, I was just telling my lovely german friend Gabi that I should do like "Artist of the Day" thingy on my blog, because my obsession with music is unbearable if I am to keep it just to my iPhone :D haha. I get to know someone new every single day. And this way I would actually even do a little "research" on the particular band or so and keep the track with all the new music! :) So today is day ONE of my "Artist of the Day".  

SAINT RAYMOND 

19y.o. (wuut?!) hottie from Manchester has been kicking it for not that long time yet, but I believe he has a huuuge potential. For now he has two EPs - Escapade & Young Blood. Third one is on the way :)) Every single song is perfect oh! btw.his real name is Callum Burrows :3 Definitely on my playlist the whooole day! 

CUTIEPIE! <3 

         

Round and round we just keep going
Back and forth this tide keeps flowing ... 

Who am I trying to be? 

Wasting time on my own.. 

but you can have it all 

give it all to make you feel complete <3 

Got this now

Last 2 and a half months in Sweden. One month until my 21st Birthday. 6 months until going back to Prague. 3 months until summer holiday.
The time goes by way too fast ... As much as I wished the first semester to go by quicker, as much I wish it would slow down a little now.

Becoming more and more balanced, satisfied, peaceful and harmonized. Making changes in the habits, motivating myself to be more active, planning, writing to-do-lists, running, reading, exploring new music, discovering new places in Linkoping. Back in church the last Sunday with Claudi. Cell group /finally/ with my guys the last Thursday. Working on group assignments, getting to know new people. Need to put up map of the world on my wall together with posters(i like stealing the ones from the Uni;D) and my inspiration-stuff,too. Getting warmer & sunnier outside, really liking it! Run 8km on sunday & today as well! feeling proud! <3 Say Lou Lou concert absolutely-fucking-amazing. Library-sunny-days-reading. Parents safely back from Cuba. Finally in touch with Tatyana:') Tess as such inspiring person, as always.Talked to my lovely cousin Domi & her little sweetipie Noemi. Putting together my workout schedule. Iced coffee <3 SO much stuff to look forward to..So much stuff to do before I go back home. Sis back in Prague, life 8000. So excited to come back. But before ... I know. 

Gonna make these last months here count.

magic Stockholm <3 

not giving up. 

such special gift from my lovely Claudia <3 

** my beloved Say Lou Lou playing in HG! **

E.E.Cummings poem. <3 

And infinite amount of music. Always. Every day. For tonight .... 

Let's draw a line and watch the tide 

as it comes and goes in silence

Am I ever gonna find you? 

Young Hearts

Du borde studera svenska nu, Denisa! 

Yep, i should be studying swedish right now.. or at least do research on extremist political parties in UK.. or read about how to tackle the problems of extreme poverty in the world. But I do exact opposite, meaning searching the blogs & listening to music :D hehe not feeling very productive today ^^ 

Anywaaaayyss! I am going to Stockholm /yeeey/ again! From Friday till Monday, since my beloved best friend Šanko is visiting me ^-^ I am sooo excited! I LOVE Stockholm and gooosh, I wish I could live there !  The atmosphere, the people, the streets, the fashion & the health-freaks-obsessed-runners-and-vegans-hipsterish-freakin-HOT Swedes, aaah yes please! Every single thing about that city is magiiiical! 

On Saturday I went out to party with my super-nice peer student Rebecka! She invited me so we managed to go, there were two swedish bands playing (a bit weird and not my "cup of tea" but it was a lot of fun anyways!:D) plus our university Djs. The only song I remember was called "Fucking Albatraz" and that is pretty much it! But drunken swedes are a must-experience here.

Lately I have been spending more time on my own, which I do not mind at all. I actually really enjoy & embrace this special "gift" I was given. In Prague last year I had time for basically nothing . It was just about studying. Here in Sweden I have plenty of space I can devote to things I love & to be in constant process of creating myself -> that should be always "under construction". I think it is very important to not fall into stereotype (which I have, unfortunately, experienced the first semester..but i have learned!) and to appreciate what we have and what we can do here. I refuse to be bored and just sit in my room all day and night. I do not give a damn whether it is sunny, rainy, freezing, warm, windy or snowy. It is just weather. And I am not allowing it anymore to take control of my actions and plans for each day.. If I feel like running, I will go at 7pm and it might be minus 1 or drizzling rain. I just do not care anymore, I had enough of excuses of this kind. NOOOT happening anymore. 

And I would rather spend time on my own, doing what I like and put my energy into Something I dream of or have passion for than just to be lazy ass and waste this precious last months here! 

So, move & be active. Make the day COUNT! :) It is beginning of (already!) third month of 2014. There are only 52 Tuesdays this year, already 8 of them behind us. The time goes by so fast, there is no time for sadness, depression or FEAR. We have such limited time on this earth, we really should be & do our best.:) 

Love & Smile it up! 

and a little selfie :P 

WE'RE YOUNG HEARTS
LOOK AT US GO
THERE'S NO STOPPING US WE WILL CARRY ON

<3 

Flaws

Oh myyy, it has been a very long time! ;)

You know, when you begin something new and you are sooo excited about it, you just pay all your energy and attention to that things. But after while you find something else. That is more interesting or satisfying or so!
And I kind of got overwhelmed by such a great time I have been having since I came back here to Sweden! This new semester has a new spirit, I feel like I got a new chance ... to actually enjoy the time here more than I did the first half of my stay!

Firstly, I have moved from my previous place - the swedish family house, to the corridors in the biggest student area! ;) Oh wow, I cannot describe how much better it is! Not that I would not like the house or the landlords.. the problem was that it was too far from Uni, from people, from downtown.. And it does make a huge impact on how you manage your time & how much you feel like doing things..
Now that I live here in Ryd, I am so close to Uni, everything is going on here, I can get to city center in 10minutes by bike... it is just way more convenient & more social, definitely!
As for my corridor, we are half swedish/half international! It is only two girls - me & a swedish girl, and then we have 6 guys! 3 of them are from Sweden and the rest are from France, Greece and Singapore. Everyone is super nice and our corridor is kind of "calm" (which I am really glad!) and pretty cosy, I think! I love it here and I just feel like 300-times more motivated and full of energy!

Secondly, I am constantly busy! I have two part time courses (ironically, running at the same day&time;) why nooot! ) and on Monday I am starting another new one. Plus I am taking an online course on Sustainable Development, as well! I really really enjoy this topic and I am so glad I signed up!

Thirdly, there are so many new people coming to my life & making it just great! Together with the "old ones" they just make a wonderful mix of nationalities, characters & spirits! THE BEST!

Well, I should not keep it too long! I will try to begin blogging "again" and post more often! There is so much stuff to share with you guys!

P.S.My lovely friend Elis is coming to visit me on Saturday! We plan to go to Stockholm (YEEEY) together - Sat,Sun & Mon! Hope we can manage to see as much things as possible! Moreover, we are going to see 30 Seconds to mars! Still cannot believe how all this could actually become reality, but I cannot complain even for a second! Sky-high excitement! ;-))

<3 Expect next post about our Stockholm trip!

Glow, like you can't escape the rays

I am a huge lover of MUSIC. I can even admit that I am actually pretty obsessed with discovering new bands and artists (almost) daily! My music taste has been changing quite a lot the past years, e.g.from hardcore, screamo, rock, alternative, pop, until I have found what I enjoy the most: Dream-pop, Electro & Indie.

Now you can imagine that my list of favorite artists is pretty much ...  endless! :D (I will make sure I post music with each of my article, though.) Anywayyys, I have decided to share with you a couple of my TOP inspiring music blogs where I could spend hours and hoouuuurs ...

I would like to focus on the ones with which you are most probably not very familiar, .. but better for you, right?! ;)

How about you guys? What kind of music pleases your ears & mind? Do you have any inspirational music page that I should know about? Let me know in comments!  :-)

Okay, so here is my list!

On the absolute top is All Things Go Music.  I must honestly admit that thanks to this perfect music blog I have discovered the charm of electro & dream pop! They post new music daily and if you prefer any particular genre you can easily search for it on the left side of the page!  Thumbs uppp!

All Things Go

                                                                   

The next one is Gorilla vs. Bear ! This one is great for really ALL kinds of (independent?let's say) genres and you can literally find here whatever pops up in your mind. Big win!

                                                    

      

                      Design Collector is a bit exceptional. It is focused on art in general, so you can find here besides music also photography, animations and so on! Moreover, here is the link for their online magazine. Definitely worth checking out!

                                                 

and closing up with these two. Enjoy loves! 

Plus a promised song for tonight!